FRUSTRATED!!!

I'm fed up of fucking blogger. Why the FUCK can't I post comments. On any blog. At all. I go into the every fucking eternal loop I've bitched about for weeks. FUCK you blogger. Fix the FUCKING problem already. It's been weeks! Why the FUCK can't I comment.

Now that's out, I still don't feel any better.

I binged again today. Big fucking suprise. 144.5 to 149 as of an hour ago. Downed two laxatives, see if that helps. I even managed to gain a bruise from pushing on my stomach so hard to help me purge after.

Didn't go to the gym. Took the day off.

Had a conversation with my boss yesterday after he saw my helmet and biking stuff in my car. He made the comment that I don't do things halfway, I do them all the way. Yeah, except for this. So that needs to stop now. I'm back on the plan to ketosis. No sugar, sugar is EVIL.

Tomorrow, eat as little as possible. Hoping for half a yogurt and salad with tuna then my usual cottage cheese by home time. Puts me around 250 cals (the tuna I got is a bit higher in cals unfortunatly, but I'm almost done it). Hit the gym for a monster workout, try for 3 hours, then home for a cup a soup, 100 cals. Tea and bed coz it will be an early morning on Friday. Water, tea, coffee and a Pepsi Max will be the beverages of choice.

Need to be back to 142 by Sunday. 8 week measurements and weigh in by then.

Now off to find out what the fuck is wrong with blogger.....